Well hello there, fellow liver warrior family.
I am well aware that I have been quiet of late, and I have truly missed blogging or writing in many ways.
I want to check in and say that I am still here, going strong and I am still growing. I hope that in my silence, those of you who follow are still working to heal as well.
My focus has been on a deeper dive of inner growth. It seems that this is something we should always be open to. There is no end game to healing, and we must make every effort to be emotionally, physically and spiritually sound. A little over a year ago I was seeking “equanimity” and I can joyfully say that success is abounding in this area.
Definitions from Oxford Languages ·
noun
mental calmness, composure, and evenness of temper, especially in a difficult situation.
"she accepted both the good and the bad with equanimity"
After the work of healing my body, then writing my heart out to releasing the book I found myself lost. And realized I still needed some spiritual work.
To keep this short, this mindset is manifesting beautifully in my life in so many ways, faith being a huge piece, amongst other programs such as AA to help me deal with all of my struggles about feeling “different” from many in society. I am finding my emotional maturity growing. It is a bit of a painful process. Growth often includes a space or three of discomfort. But I can happily say that my personal connections with loved ones now run deeper, I am more present for myself and others, I allow myself to feel and express those feelings in a very transparent way (getting better at this), and yeah, I cry pretty easily now. But this is all A-OK!
Liver disease was one of the greatest gifts of my life. I can’t believe that almost four years ago I was lower than low, scared out of my mind and lost beyond belief…so alone.
That is no longer me in so many ways.
I truly hope you all find the resources you need to do the same to the best of your ability.
I’ve been traveling and spreading the good news whenever and wherever I can.
With much love and light….Sue.
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