100 Pounds And Squashing Fears

Ok kids, if we are connected on social media you know I made it!! I’m over 100 pounds down, and my goal weight is mere inches away. In truth I’m already there, body, heart and soul. Not much is going to change at this point it’s just a series of numbers to fine tune optimal health I’m good with that.

So help me out my friends. I am excited to have been invited to fly to my place of work in the coming weeks! I have not seen a soul in person there since 2018 and I’m a little nervous about flying alone but mostly my fear comes from being outside of my healthy arsenal here at home. I can’t take all of my goodies with me and I’m safe here. I did tell the organizer that I’m on a strict diet and this girl can’t do donuts and pizza. But it’s the little things…what will I be able to put in my coffee? Will I drink enough water? Will I get good nutrition? My head is spinning I know it will work out in reality but I don’t feel it yet.

Another fear is we are changing insurance this week and it is last minute so I’m trying to scramble to figure out the fibroscan I have scheduled for Monday to check my liver healing. I don’t have my insurance card yet and I am panicking, I have to make sure all doctors and procedures are set before we make the 2-1/2 hour drive.

Deep breaths, it will work out repeat, repeat, repeat.

Photo for fun of my newly 101 pound lighter face.

Love, Sue

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